Assface....>.<

Yeah, so, I like the Assface. The Assface knows I like him and he likes me, too. But not enough to ask me out apparently. His last brouhaha with a chick made him think that he wasn't sure he wanted anything serious. Which confuses me everso slightly because from the begininng he told me he wanted something serious. >.<

But whatever. He says he doesn't want to hurt me. Whatever.

I think I'm just gonna pull away before I get too invested and he breaks my heart. I still will like him and hang out with him as much as I can and I won't entirely give up. I just gotta pull away emotionally, a bit. Not a big deal.

It just feels so good to know that I do still have the ability to have feelings for someone else. It felt good to feel those butterflies flapping around in my stomach and to remember the feeling of wanting to start a new relationship. I think above all that's really the most important thing instead of actually starting a relationship.

He's still an Assface, though.