So, the thought of becoming a full out lesbian has been on my mind from time to time lately. It's not a constant thought, but it comes into my head so frequently and so strongly that I just can't ignore it.
But, when I think about it, seeing as it's so fucking hard to find a decent guy it's just as hard to find a decent lesbian.
It's a lose/lose, I think.
I think about sex constantly.
But I have no sex drive because of Cymbalta.
The Cymbalta does not make me happy. It just makes me content with the idea of always being depressed.
I'm a 21 year old who lately has been spending all her Saturday nights inside. Because of this I feel as if I've either lost most of my friends OR I just don't want anyone in my life anymore. I go back and forth between the two possibilities, really.
Lately, I find myself in a rather good mood because I'm alone.
I just want to go out and party and get drunk with strangers that I'll never see again.
I miss making new friends.
I'm in a rather good mood right now.
I'm a Gogol kind of girl.
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